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今年年初的冬天似乎比以往更要寒冷些。放寒假了,我离开学校就急往家中赶,回家途中,风虽刮得厉害,可我裹着厚重的羽绒服,围着围巾,穿得十分保暖,回到家中,整个人还是热乎乎的。母亲坐在沙发上,拿着纸巾擦拭脸上的泪水,我刚想问怎么了。母亲便开了口 | jin nian nian chu de dong tian shi hu bi yi wang geng yao han leng xie 。fang han jia le ,wo li kai xue jiao jiu ji wang jia zhong gan ,hui jia tu zhong ,feng sui gua de li hai ,ke wo guo zhao hou chong de yu rong fu ,wei zhao wei jin ,chuan de shi fen bao nuan ,hui dao jia zhong ,zheng ge ren hai shi re hu hu de 。mu qin zuo zai sha fa shang ,na zhao zhi jin ca shi lian shang de lei shui ,wo gang xiang wen zen me le 。mu qin bian kai le kou |
“你外祖父还是没挺过去,去世了。” | “ni wai zu fu hai shi mei ting guo qu ,qu shi le 。” |
听到这话,我一下子就懵了,不知做何反应。两周前,高龄的外祖父得了很严重的病,母亲和很多亲戚都回去看望外祖父。母亲本想等我考完试就带我回家乡去看望外祖父,可还没等我去看望他,外祖父就去世了。我呆愣地站着,只感觉我身上的热气一丝一丝全被抽掉。心中很难过,但更多是不知所措。 | ting dao zhe hua ,wo yi xia zi jiu meng le ,bu zhi zuo he fan ying 。liang zhou qian ,gao ling de wai zu fu de le hen yan chong de bing ,mu qin he hen duo qin qi dou hui qu kan wang wai zu fu 。mu qin ben xiang deng wo kao wan shi jiu dai wo hui jia xiang qu kan wang wai zu fu ,ke hai mei deng wo qu kan wang ta ,wai zu fu jiu qu shi le 。wo dai leng de zhan zhao ,zhi gan jiao wo shen shang de re qi yi si yi si quan bei chou diao 。xin zhong hen nan guo ,dan geng duo shi bu zhi suo cuo 。 |
在我记忆中,我和外祖父并没有什么美好的回忆。我在城市生活长大,外祖父却一生居住在乡村。小时候便是每年节假日时候,母亲带我回家乡,去看望外祖父。但对我来说,回到家乡看望外祖父是小,漫山遍野玩闹才是大。我一直都不怎么了解外祖父,只知道他年少一直过得很苦,支撑这个大家庭,身体落下病根,外祖母还能健康的做农活,外祖父却柱起了拐杖。从小没多少交流,让我觉得我和外祖父一直都不怎么亲密。每次见面就是对外祖父问声好,祝他身体健康,他见到我也会笑眯眯的看着我,说我长大了,之后便没有什么话说了。后来慢慢长大,回家乡的次数也就越来越少。外祖父给我留下最深印象的除了他和蔼的笑容就是看着外祖父佝偻着背,拄着他那一根红棕的拐杖蹒跚而来,又看着他拄着拐杖蹒跚而去。 | zai wo ji yi zhong ,wo he wai zu fu bing mei you shen me mei hao de hui yi 。wo zai cheng shi sheng huo chang da ,wai zu fu que yi sheng ju zhu zai xiang cun 。xiao shi hou bian shi mei nian jie jia ri shi hou ,mu qin dai wo hui jia xiang ,qu kan wang wai zu fu 。dan dui wo lai shui ,hui dao jia xiang kan wang wai zu fu shi xiao ,man shan bian ye wan nao cai shi da 。wo yi zhi dou bu zen me le jie wai zu fu ,zhi zhi dao ta nian shao yi zhi guo de hen ku ,zhi cheng zhe ge da jia ting ,shen ti la xia bing gen ,wai zu mu hai neng jian kang de zuo nong huo ,wai zu fu que zhu qi le guai zhang 。cong xiao mei duo shao jiao liu ,rang wo jiao de wo he wai zu fu yi zhi dou bu zen me qin mi 。mei ci jian mian jiu shi dui wai zu fu wen sheng hao ,zhu ta shen ti jian kang ,ta jian dao wo ye hui xiao mi mi de kan zhao wo ,shui wo chang da le ,zhi hou bian mei you shen me hua shui le 。hou lai man man chang da ,hui jia xiang de ci shu ye jiu yue lai yue shao 。wai zu fu gei wo liu xia zui shen yin xiang de chu le ta he ai de xiao rong jiu shi kan zhao wai zu fu gou lou zhao bei ,zhu zhao ta na yi gen gong zong de guai zhang pan shan er lai ,you kan zhao ta zhu zhao guai zhang pan shan er qu 。 |
乘车和父母一起回家乡的途中,我脑海中一直映现着外祖父那佝偻的背影,心中有些淡淡的悲伤,外祖父就这样离世了,我再也见不到他了。母亲给我说着外祖父去世前的一些事情,总禁不住的要落泪。我看着母亲哽咽的说着话,我心中生起一股愧疚,愧疚从小没能多陪陪外祖父,愧疚没能对外祖父尽什么孝,愧疚没能见到外祖父最后一面,愧疚我对外祖父的感情是那么的微弱。 | cheng che he fu mu yi qi hui jia xiang de tu zhong ,wo nao hai zhong yi zhi ying xian zhao wai zu fu na gou lou de bei ying ,xin zhong you xie dan dan de bei shang ,wai zu fu jiu zhe yang li shi le ,wo zai ye jian bu dao ta le 。mu qin gei wo shui zhao wai zu fu qu shi qian de yi xie shi qing ,zong jin bu zhu de yao la lei 。wo kan zhao mu qin geng yan de shui zhao hua ,wo xin zhong sheng qi yi gu kui jiu ,kui jiu cong xiao mei neng duo pei pei wai zu fu ,kui jiu mei neng dui wai zu fu jin shen me xiao ,kui jiu mei neng jian dao wai zu fu zui hou yi mian ,kui jiu wo dui wai zu fu de gan qing shi na me de wei ruo 。 |
家乡的景色大有不同了,曾经高大的树木不见了踪影,只留下黑漆漆的树根;曾经涓涓流水的小泉,只剩下灰沉沉的石头;曾经常坐在家门口歇息的外祖父,已不见了踪影。来到外祖父家,母亲领我去灵堂,一路上碰见了许许多多的亲戚。在灵堂旁,我看见了外祖母双手交叠搭在一根拐杖上坐着,旁边还零零散散坐了一些老人,他们说着话,外祖母却呆呆的不知看向何处,显得那么孤寂落寞。我走过去喊了声外祖母,外祖母抬头看我,不是以前常见的笑颜。苍老的白发,浑浊的双眼,脸上满是沟壑的皱纹,外祖母眼中失去了以前精神的光亮,只有满眼装不下的悲伤,我看到外祖母如此悲伤的表情,我仍不知该说些。只有轻轻将手搭在外祖母肩上。外祖父去世的悲伤又在我心上多添了几分。 | jia xiang de jing se da you bu tong le ,ceng jing gao da de shu mu bu jian le zong ying ,zhi liu xia hei qi qi de shu gen ;ceng jing juan juan liu shui de xiao quan ,zhi sheng xia hui chen chen de dan tou ;ceng jing chang zuo zai jia men kou xie xi de wai zu fu ,yi bu jian le zong ying 。lai dao wai zu fu jia ,mu qin ling wo qu ling tang ,yi lu shang peng jian le hu hu duo duo de qin qi 。zai ling tang pang ,wo kan jian le wai zu mu shuang shou jiao die da zai yi gen guai zhang shang zuo zhao ,pang bian hai ling ling san san zuo le yi xie lao ren ,ta men shui zhao hua ,wai zu mu que dai dai de bu zhi kan xiang he chu ,xian de na me gu ji la mo 。wo zou guo qu han le sheng wai zu mu ,wai zu mu tai tou kan wo ,bu shi yi qian chang jian de xiao yan 。cang lao de bai fa ,hun zhuo de shuang yan ,lian shang man shi gou he de zhou wen ,wai zu mu yan zhong shi qu le yi qian jing shen de guang liang ,zhi you man yan zhuang bu xia de bei shang ,wo kan dao wai zu mu ru ci bei shang de biao qing ,wo reng bu zhi gai shui xie 。zhi you qing qing jiang shou da zai wai zu mu jian shang 。wai zu fu qu shi de bei shang you zai wo xin shang duo tian le ji fen 。 |
我跪在垫子上,举起香,向着外祖父的棺材磕头祭拜,最后起身将香插在香坛里,这一祭拜我浑浑噩噩的心中感受到外祖父真的离开我了。 | wo gui zai dian zi shang ,ju qi xiang ,xiang zhao wai zu fu de guan cai ke tou ji bai ,zui hou qi shen jiang xiang cha zai xiang tan li ,zhe yi ji bai wo hun hun e e de xin zhong gan shou dao wai zu fu zhen de li kai wo le 。 |
第二天凌晨四点多,母亲就将我叫醒,天还很黑,都没发白,人们已经开始忙碌起来了,外祖父要下葬了。我跟着母亲,来到墓地前,看着他们将外祖父葬下,外祖父的儿孙们齐跪在坟前,以前我都从未见过这么多亲戚聚集在这小乡村里,现在一聚,却是外祖父离别之时。喇叭起,锣鼓响,我听到外婆悲伤大哭的随着悲切的音乐念出对外祖父的不舍,却谱成了催人泪下的悼曲,听着这悲伤的歌曲中我内心跟着一震一震的,不禁落下了泪,我对外祖父的感情从外婆这一声声悲切的呼喊释放出来,是我对他逝世悲痛的不舍。 | di er tian ling chen si dian duo ,mu qin jiu jiang wo jiao xing ,tian hai hen hei ,dou mei fa bai ,ren men yi jing kai shi mang liu qi lai le ,wai zu fu yao xia zang le 。wo gen zhao mu qin ,lai dao mu de qian ,kan zhao ta men jiang wai zu fu zang xia ,wai zu fu de er sun men ji gui zai fen qian ,yi qian wo dou cong wei jian guo zhe me duo qin qi ju ji zai zhe xiao xiang cun li ,xian zai yi ju ,que shi wai zu fu li bie zhi shi 。la ba qi ,luo gu xiang ,wo ting dao wai po bei shang da ku de sui zhao bei qie de yin le nian chu dui wai zu fu de bu she ,que pu cheng le cui ren lei xia de dao qu ,ting zhao zhe bei shang de ge qu zhong wo nei xin gen zhao yi zhen yi zhen de ,bu jin la xia le lei ,wo dui wai zu fu de gan qing cong wai po zhe yi sheng sheng bei qie de hu han shi fang chu lai ,shi wo dui ta shi shi bei tong de bu she 。 |
葬礼结束后,父母就带我回城市了,临走前,外祖母出来送我们,她撑着一根红棕的拐杖。我认出这拐杖是外祖父生前所用的,看着外祖母,记忆重叠,我仿佛看到以前外祖父拄着拐杖的身影。鼻头不由的一酸,我对外祖父的感情不再是以前我所认为的普通的不紧密的情感。在这十几年中,尽管年年只有短暂的相处,但在亲情的牵连下,我对他是有着深深的爱意,只不过,我从未曾去细细感受这段感情。回家途中我心里怀恋着外祖父,伴随着睡意,紧窝在母亲怀里睡着了。 | zang li jie shu hou ,fu mu jiu dai wo hui cheng shi le ,lin zou qian ,wai zu mu chu lai song wo men ,ta cheng zhao yi gen gong zong de guai zhang 。wo ren chu zhe guai zhang shi wai zu fu sheng qian suo yong de ,kan zhao wai zu mu ,ji yi chong die ,wo fang fo kan dao yi qian wai zu fu zhu zhao guai zhang de shen ying 。bi tou bu you de yi suan ,wo dui wai zu fu de gan qing bu zai shi yi qian wo suo ren wei de pu tong de bu jin mi de qing gan 。zai zhe shi ji nian zhong ,jin guan nian nian zhi you duan zan de xiang chu ,dan zai qin qing de qian lian xia ,wo dui ta shi you zhao shen shen de ai yi ,zhi bu guo ,wo cong wei ceng qu xi xi gan shou zhe duan gan qing 。hui jia tu zhong wo xin li huai lian zhao wai zu fu ,ban sui zhao shui yi ,jin wo zai mu qin huai li shui zhao le 。 |
jin nian nian chu de
dong tian shi hu bi yi wang geng yao han leng xie 。fang han jia le ,wo li kai xue jiao jiu ji wang jia zhong gan ,hui jia tu zhong ,feng sui gua de li hai ,ke wo guo zhao hou chong de yu rong fu ,wei zhao wei jin ,chuan de shi fen bao nuan ,hui dao jia zhong ,zheng ge ren hai shi re hu hu de 。mu qin zuo zai sha fa shang ,na zhao zhi jin ca shi lian shang de lei shui ,wo gang xiang wen zen me le 。mu qin bian kai le kou
“ni wai zu fu hai shi mei ting guo qu ,qu shi le 。”
ting dao zhe hua ,wo yi xia zi jiu meng le ,bu zhi zuo he fan ying 。liang zhou qian ,gao ling de wai zu fu de le hen yan chong de bing ,mu qin he hen duo qin qi dou hui qu kan wang wai zu fu 。mu qin ben xiang deng wo kao wan shi jiu dai wo hui jia xiang qu kan wang wai zu fu ,ke hai mei deng wo qu kan wang ta ,wai zu fu jiu qu shi le 。wo dai leng de zhan zhao ,zhi gan jiao wo shen shang de re qi yi si yi si quan bei chou diao 。xin zhong hen nan guo ,dan geng duo shi bu zhi suo cuo 。
zai wo ji yi zhong ,wo he wai zu fu bing mei you shen me mei hao de hui yi 。wo zai cheng shi sheng huo chang da ,wai zu fu que yi sheng ju zhu zai xiang cun 。xiao shi hou bian shi mei nian jie jia ri shi hou ,mu qin dai wo hui jia xiang ,qu kan wang wai zu fu 。dan dui wo lai shui ,hui dao jia xiang kan wang wai zu fu shi xiao ,man shan bian ye wan nao cai shi da 。wo yi zhi dou bu zen me le jie wai zu fu ,zhi zhi dao ta nian shao yi zhi guo de hen ku ,zhi cheng zhe ge da jia ting ,shen ti la xia bing gen ,wai zu mu hai neng jian kang de zuo nong huo ,wai zu fu que zhu qi le guai zhang 。cong xiao mei duo shao jiao liu ,rang wo jiao de wo he wai zu fu yi zhi dou bu zen me qin mi 。mei ci jian mian jiu shi dui wai zu fu wen sheng hao ,zhu ta shen ti jian kang ,ta jian dao wo ye hui xiao mi mi de kan zhao wo ,shui wo chang da le ,zhi hou bian mei you shen me hua shui le 。hou lai man man chang da ,hui jia xiang de ci shu ye jiu yue lai yue shao 。wai zu fu gei wo liu xia zui shen yin xiang de chu le ta he ai de xiao rong jiu shi kan zhao wai zu fu gou lou zhao bei ,zhu zhao ta na yi gen gong zong de guai zhang pan shan er lai ,you kan zhao ta zhu zhao guai zhang pan shan er qu 。
cheng che he fu mu yi qi hui jia xiang de tu zhong ,wo nao hai zhong yi zhi ying xian zhao wai zu fu na gou lou de bei ying ,xin zhong you xie dan dan de bei shang ,wai zu fu jiu zhe yang li shi le ,wo zai ye jian bu dao ta le 。mu qin gei wo shui zhao wai zu fu qu shi qian de yi xie shi qing ,zong jin bu zhu de yao la lei 。wo kan zhao mu qin geng yan de shui zhao hua ,wo xin zhong sheng qi yi gu kui jiu ,kui jiu cong xiao mei neng duo pei pei wai zu fu ,kui jiu mei neng dui wai zu fu jin shen me xiao ,kui jiu mei neng jian dao wai zu fu zui hou yi mian ,kui jiu wo dui wai zu fu de gan qing shi na me de wei ruo 。
jia xiang de jing se da you bu tong le ,ceng jing gao da de shu mu bu jian le zong ying ,zhi liu xia hei qi qi de shu gen ;ceng jing juan juan liu shui de xiao quan ,zhi sheng xia hui chen chen de dan tou ;ceng jing chang zuo zai jia men kou xie xi de wai zu fu ,yi bu jian le zong ying 。lai dao wai zu fu jia ,mu qin ling wo qu ling tang ,yi lu shang peng jian le hu hu duo duo de qin qi 。zai ling tang pang ,wo kan jian le wai zu mu shuang shou jiao die da zai yi gen guai zhang shang zuo zhao ,pang bian hai ling ling san san zuo le yi xie lao ren ,ta men shui zhao hua ,wai zu mu que dai dai de bu zhi kan xiang he chu ,xian de na me gu ji la mo 。wo zou guo qu han le sheng wai zu mu ,wai zu mu tai tou kan wo ,bu shi yi qian chang jian de xiao yan 。cang lao de bai fa ,hun zhuo de shuang yan ,lian shang man shi gou he de zhou wen ,wai zu mu yan zhong shi qu le yi qian jing shen de guang liang ,zhi you man yan zhuang bu xia de bei shang ,wo kan dao wai zu mu ru ci bei shang de biao qing ,wo reng bu zhi gai shui xie 。zhi you qing qing jiang shou da zai wai zu mu jian shang 。wai zu fu qu shi de bei shang you zai wo xin shang duo tian le ji fen 。
wo gui zai dian zi shang ,ju qi xiang ,xiang zhao wai zu fu de guan cai ke tou ji bai ,zui hou qi shen jiang xiang cha zai xiang tan li ,zhe yi ji bai wo hun hun e e de xin zhong gan shou dao wai zu fu zhen de li kai wo le 。
di er tian ling chen si dian duo ,mu qin jiu jiang wo jiao xing ,tian hai hen hei ,dou mei fa bai ,ren men yi jing kai shi mang liu qi lai le ,wai zu fu yao xia zang le 。wo gen zhao mu qin ,lai dao mu de qian ,kan zhao ta men jiang wai zu fu zang xia ,wai zu fu de er sun men ji gui zai fen qian ,yi qian wo dou cong wei jian guo zhe me duo qin qi ju ji zai zhe xiao xiang cun li ,xian zai yi ju ,que shi wai zu fu li bie zhi shi 。la ba qi ,luo gu xiang ,wo ting dao wai po bei shang da ku de sui zhao bei qie de yin le nian chu dui wai zu fu de bu she ,que pu cheng le
cui ren lei xia de dao qu ,ting zhao zhe bei shang de ge qu zhong wo nei xin gen zhao yi zhen yi zhen de ,bu jin la xia le lei ,wo dui wai zu fu de gan qing cong wai po zhe yi sheng sheng bei qie de hu han shi fang chu lai ,shi wo dui ta shi shi bei tong de bu she 。
zang li jie shu hou ,fu mu jiu dai wo hui cheng shi le ,lin zou qian ,wai zu mu chu lai song wo men ,ta cheng zhao yi gen gong zong de guai zhang 。wo ren chu zhe guai zhang shi wai zu fu sheng qian suo yong de ,kan zhao wai zu mu ,ji yi chong die ,wo fang fo kan dao yi qian wai zu fu zhu zhao guai zhang de shen ying 。bi tou bu you de yi suan ,wo dui wai zu fu de gan qing bu zai shi yi qian wo suo ren wei de pu tong de bu jin mi de qing gan 。zai zhe shi ji nian zhong ,jin guan nian nian zhi you duan zan de xiang chu ,dan zai qin qing de qian lian xia ,wo dui ta shi you zhao shen shen de ai yi ,zhi bu guo ,wo cong wei ceng qu xi xi gan shou zhe duan gan qing 。hui jia tu zhong wo xin li huai lian zhao wai zu fu ,ban sui zhao shui yi ,jin wo zai mu qin huai li shui zhao le 。
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