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周末闲来无事,被妈妈差去理杂物。昏暗的阁楼里零乱不堪。我掀起一条满是灰尘的毯子,下面有张发黄的照片。是个青春亮丽的少女!皮肤光洁,短发乌黑,五官分外熟悉,是年轻时的外婆!她穿一条白底缀有小碎花的裙子。两手端正地放在膝上,脸上是少女特有的羞涩与期盼,照片背后有行小字:1963年春天摄于上海。外婆脸上的期盼触动了我的心。她的眼神中充满了对未来的期望。我完全可以想象当时的场景。她是怀着怎样激动或紧张的心情,穿过一条条春日的小巷,走进这家照相馆。她又是如何羞涩地低着头,摄影师轻声道:“头抬起来点,手放好。”然后一按快门,留下了这春日中的一景。 | zhou mo xian lai mo shi ,bei ma ma cha qu li za wu 。hun an de ge lou li ling luan bu kan 。wo xian qi yi tiao man shi hui chen de tan zi ,xia mian you zhang fa huang de zhao pian 。shi ge qing chun liang li de shao nv !pi fu guang jie ,duan fa wu hei ,wu guan fen wai shou xi ,shi nian qing shi de wai po !ta chuan yi tiao bai de chuo you xiao sui hua de qun zi 。liang shou duan zheng de fang zai xi shang ,lian shang shi shao nv te you de xiu se yu ji pan ,zhao pian bei hou you hang xiao zi :1963nian chun tian she yu shang hai 。wai po lian shang de ji pan chu dong le wo de xin 。ta de yan shen zhong chong man le dui wei lai de ji wang 。wo wan quan ke yi xiang xiang dang shi de chang jing 。ta shi huai zhao zen yang ji dong huo jin zhang de xin qing ,chuan guo yi tiao tiao chun ri de xiao hang ,zou jin zhe jia zhao xiang guan 。ta you shi ru he xiu se de di zhao tou ,she ying shi qing sheng dao :“tou tai qi lai dian ,shou fang hao 。”ran hou yi an kuai men ,liu xia le zhe chun ri zhong de yi jing 。 |
那时的外婆还是无忧无虑的少女,住在大都市上海,有极其疼爱她的父母。她一定期待着一段唯美的爱情,渴望着一段美好长久的姻缘。照片中,她闪亮如同星辰的眼睛在告诉我一切。她一定没有想到,即将到来的“文革”将迫使她离开故土,她的母亲也在这场泯灭人性的政治运动中被迫害致死。在异乡,她会为一名当地男子生下三个孩子,两个夭折,只有一个女儿活了下来。但在这张照片中,却永远记录下了青春的外婆。 | na shi de wai po hai shi mo you mo lv de shao nv ,zhu zai da dou shi shang hai ,you ji ji teng ai ta de fu mu 。ta yi ding ji dai zhao yi duan wei mei de ai qing ,ke wang zhao yi duan mei hao chang jiu de yin yuan 。zhao pian zhong ,ta shan liang ru tong xing chen de yan jing zai gao su wo yi qie 。ta yi ding mei you xiang dao ,ji jiang dao lai de “wen ge ”jiang pai shi ta li kai gu tu ,ta de mu qin ye zai zhe chang min mie ren xing de zheng zhi yun dong zhong bei pai hai zhi si 。zai yi xiang ,ta hui wei yi ming dang de nan zi sheng xia san ge hai zi ,liang ge wai she ,zhi you yi ge nv er huo le xia lai 。dan zai zhe zhang zhao pian zhong ,que yong yuan ji lu xia le qing chun de wai po 。 |
“居然还在,还在……”一双浑浊的眼睛闪出惊喜,霎时清亮起来。“这是我16岁的时候拍的”,外婆摩娑着照片,打开了话匣子。“那一年我妈刚生了小弟弟,全家人都很高兴,于是破例给我扯了块布做了条裙子。那时候布票很金贵呢,过年都不一定能穿到新衣服。我对那条裙子可宝贝了,巴不得天天穿着。后来听了同学的怂恿就拍了这张照片。当时还被我妈训了好大一顿呢!”外婆轻笑起来,仿佛回到了少女时代。 | “ju ran hai zai ,hai zai ……”yi shuang hun zhuo de yan jing shan chu jing xi ,sha shi qing liang qi lai 。“zhe shi wo 16sui de shi hou pai de ”,wai po ma suo zhao zhao pian ,da kai le hua xia zi 。“na yi nian wo ma gang sheng le xiao di di ,quan jia ren dou hen gao xing ,yu shi po li gei wo che le kuai bu zuo le tiao qun zi 。na shi hou bu piao hen jin gui ne ,guo nian dou bu yi ding neng chuan dao xin yi fu 。wo dui na tiao qun zi ke bao bei le ,ba bu de tian tian chuan zhao 。hou lai ting le tong xue de song yong jiu pai le zhe zhang zhao pian 。dang shi hai bei wo ma xun le hao da yi du ne !”wai po qing xiao qi lai ,fang fo hui dao le shao nv shi dai 。 |
我忍不住问道:“外婆,如果那时你知道后来的命运,还会笑得这样美吗?” | wo ren bu zhu wen dao :“wai po ,ru guo na shi ni zhi dao hou lai de ming yun ,hai hui xiao de zhe yang mei ma ?” |
老人的手一顿,又低下头去,细细端详照片中的人儿,那姑娘笑得真甜! | lao ren de shou yi du ,you di xia tou qu ,xi xi duan xiang zhao pian zhong de ren er ,na gu niang xiao de zhen tian ! |
我懊悔自己的失言,这是揭人伤疤呀。 | wo ao hui zi ji de shi yan ,zhe shi jie ren shang ba ya 。 |
沉默许久,外婆悠悠地开了口:“囡啊,命里注定的东西是逃不脱的,谁也拗不过命啊!还算幸运,年轻的时候有疼爱我的爸妈;中年虽然苦了点儿,但有你妈妈这个贴心小棉袄,倒也算是苦中有乐。现在我老了,你妈这么孝顺,别人羡慕还来不及呢!”外婆笑起来和照片上的一模一样。“我信命,但我从不算命,随便什么日子,人家过得来,我也一定过得来,快快乐乐,就算天塌下来,大家一道去,没啥可怕的,人终有一死嘛。”她注视着我,眼中尽是豁达,令我打心底叹服。 | chen mo hu jiu ,wai po you you de kai le kou :“nan a ,ming li zhu ding de dong xi shi tao bu tuo de ,shei ye ao bu guo ming a !hai suan xing yun ,nian qing de shi hou you teng ai wo de ba ma ;zhong nian sui ran ku le dian er ,dan you ni ma ma zhe ge tie xin xiao mian ao ,dao ye suan shi ku zhong you le 。xian zai wo lao le ,ni ma zhe me xiao shun ,bie ren xian mu hai lai bu ji ne !”wai po xiao qi lai he zhao pian shang de yi mo yi yang 。“wo xin ming ,dan wo cong bu suan ming ,sui bian shen me ri zi ,ren jia guo de lai ,wo ye yi ding guo de lai ,kuai kuai le le ,jiu suan tian ta xia lai ,da jia yi dao qu ,mei sha ke pa de ,ren zhong you yi si ma 。”ta zhu shi zhao wo ,yan zhong jin shi hua da ,ling wo da xin de tan fu 。 |
多善良厚道的老人,多善良厚道的中国老百姓呵,他们只要一点点赖以生存的物质,就能把日子过得有滋有味。 | duo shan liang hou dao de lao ren ,duo shan liang hou dao de zhong guo lao bai xing a ,ta men zhi yao yi dian dian lai yi sheng cun de wu zhi ,jiu neng ba ri zi guo de you zi you wei 。 |
然而,我终是笑不出来,莫名的悲哀让我微微颤栗,此刻我能做的便是扑到老人怀里,让那宽广的胸怀给我温暖与力量。 | ran er ,wo zhong shi xiao bu chu lai ,mo ming de bei ai rang wo wei wei chan li ,ci ke wo neng zuo de bian shi pu dao lao ren huai li ,rang na kuan an de xiong huai gei wo wen nuan yu li liang 。 |
“囡啊,侬做啥?” | “nan a ,nong zuo sha ?” |
我无法回答也不能抬头,我已泪流满面。 | wo mo fa hui da ye bu neng tai tou ,wo yi lei liu man mian 。 |
zhou mo xian lai mo shi ,bei ma ma cha qu li za wu 。hun an de ge lou li ling luan bu kan 。wo xian qi yi tiao man shi hui chen de tan zi ,xia mian you zhang fa huang de zhao pian 。shi ge qing chun liang li de shao nv !pi fu guang jie ,duan fa wu hei ,wu guan fen wai shou xi ,shi nian qing shi de wai po !ta chuan yi tiao bai de chuo you xiao sui hua de qun zi 。liang shou duan zheng de fang zai xi shang ,lian shang shi shao nv te you de xiu se yu ji pan ,zhao pian bei hou you hang xiao zi :1963nian chun tian she yu shang hai 。wai po lian shang de ji pan chu dong le wo de xin 。ta de yan shen zhong chong man le dui wei lai de ji wang 。wo wan quan ke yi xiang xiang dang shi de chang jing 。ta shi huai zhao zen yang ji dong huo jin zhang de xin qing ,chuan guo yi tiao tiao chun ri de xiao hang ,zou jin zhe jia zhao xiang guan 。ta you shi ru he xiu se de di zhao tou ,she ying shi qing sheng dao :“tou tai qi lai dian ,shou fang hao 。”ran hou yi an kuai men ,liu xia le zhe chun ri zhong de yi jing 。
na shi de wai po hai shi mo you mo lv de shao nv ,zhu zai da dou shi shang hai ,you ji ji teng ai ta de fu mu 。ta yi ding ji dai zhao yi duan wei mei de ai qing ,ke wang zhao yi duan mei hao chang jiu de yin yuan 。zhao pian zhong ,ta shan liang ru tong xing chen de yan jing zai gao su wo yi qie 。ta yi ding mei you xiang dao ,ji jiang dao lai de “wen ge ”jiang pai shi ta li kai gu tu ,ta de mu qin ye zai zhe chang min mie ren xing de zheng zhi yun dong zhong bei pai hai zhi si 。zai yi xiang ,ta hui wei yi ming dang de nan zi sheng xia san ge hai zi ,liang ge wai she ,zhi you yi ge nv er huo le xia lai 。dan zai zhe zhang zhao pian zhong ,que yong yuan ji lu xia le qing chun de wai po 。
“ju ran hai zai ,hai zai ……”yi shuang hun zhuo de yan jing shan chu jing xi ,sha shi qing liang qi lai 。“zhe shi wo 16sui de shi hou pai de ”,wai po ma suo zhao zhao pian ,da kai le hua xia zi 。“na yi nian wo ma gang sheng le xiao di di ,quan jia ren dou hen gao xing ,yu shi po li gei wo che le kuai bu zuo le tiao qun zi 。na shi hou bu piao hen jin gui ne ,guo nian dou bu yi ding neng chuan dao xin yi fu 。wo dui na tiao qun zi ke bao bei le ,ba bu de tian tian chuan zhao 。hou lai ting le tong xue de song yong jiu pai le zhe zhang zhao pian 。dang shi hai bei wo ma xun le hao da yi du ne !”wai po qing xiao qi lai ,fang fo hui dao le shao nv shi dai 。
wo ren bu zhu wen dao :“wai po ,ru guo na shi ni zhi dao hou lai de ming yun ,hai hui xiao de zhe yang mei ma ?”
lao ren de shou yi du ,you di xia tou qu ,xi xi duan xiang zhao pian zhong de ren er ,na gu niang xiao de zhen tian !
wo ao hui zi ji de shi yan ,zhe shi jie ren shang ba ya 。
chen mo hu jiu ,wai po you you de kai le kou :“nan a ,ming li zhu ding de dong xi shi tao bu tuo de ,shei ye ao bu guo ming a !hai suan xing yun ,nian qing de shi hou you teng ai wo de ba ma ;zhong nian sui ran ku le dian er ,dan you ni ma ma zhe ge tie xin xiao mian ao ,dao ye suan shi ku zhong you le 。xian zai wo lao le ,ni ma zhe me xiao shun ,bie ren xian mu hai lai bu ji ne !”wai po xiao qi lai he zhao pian shang de yi mo yi yang 。“wo xin ming ,dan wo cong bu suan ming ,sui bian shen me ri zi ,ren jia guo de lai ,wo ye yi ding guo de lai ,kuai kuai le le ,jiu suan tian ta xia lai ,da jia yi dao qu ,mei sha ke pa de ,ren zhong you yi si ma 。”ta zhu shi zhao wo ,yan zhong jin shi hua da ,ling wo da xin de tan fu 。
duo shan liang hou dao de lao ren ,duo shan liang hou dao de zhong guo lao bai xing a ,ta men zhi yao yi dian dian lai yi sheng cun de wu zhi ,jiu neng ba ri zi guo de you zi you wei 。
ran er ,wo zhong shi xiao bu chu lai ,mo ming de bei ai rang wo wei wei chan li ,ci ke wo neng zuo de bian shi pu dao lao ren huai li ,rang na kuan an de xiong huai gei wo wen nuan yu li liang 。
“nan a ,nong zuo sha ?”
wo mo fa hui da ye bu neng tai tou ,wo yi lei liu man mian 。
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