夕阳下的背影散文1500字 |
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在上海话里,“阿娘”是奶奶的意思。小时候,我和阿娘生活在一起,那是嘉定老城区的一栋老式公寓,房间里散发着樟脑丸的味道。阿娘爱抹“雪花膏”,冬天爱用“汤婆子”。阿娘的手很巧,鲤鱼形状的糕、糖醋小排都是她最拿手的,也是我最爱吃的。阿娘自己也很爱吃,家里永远有吃不完的蜜饯、话梅。 | zai shang hai hua li ,“a niang ”shi nai nai de yi sai 。xiao shi hou ,wo he a niang sheng huo zai yi qi ,na shi jia ding lao cheng ou de yi dong lao shi gong yu ,fang jian li san fa zhao zhang nao wan de wei dao 。a niang ai ma “xue hua gao ”,dong tian ai yong “shang po zi ”。a niang de shou hen qiao ,li yu xing zhuang de gao 、tang cu xiao pai dou shi ta zui na shou de ,ye shi wo zui ai chi de 。a niang zi ji ye hen ai chi ,jia li yong yuan you chi bu wan de mi jian 、hua mei 。 |
午后,阳光洒向屋内,半边屋子像是铺上了金色的地毯,阿娘把她的摇椅搬到窗前,在小桌子上摆上各式零食,矮胖的身躯舒舒服服地躺在摇椅里,拿个塑料袋挂在两个耳朵上,抓一把瓜子,一边轻摇摇椅,一边嗑瓜子,瓜子壳就直接吐在胸前的塑料袋里。而此时的我总是靠在阿娘的身边,一边吃着零食,一边叽叽喳喳问阿娘各种问题,一老一少,沐浴在冬日温暖的阳光下,看夕阳西下,任时光悄悄溜走。 | wu hou ,yang guang sa xiang wu nei ,ban bian wu zi xiang shi pu shang le jin se de de tan ,a niang ba ta de yao yi ban dao chuang qian ,zai xiao zhuo zi shang bai shang ge shi ling shi ,ai pan de shen qu shu shu fu fu de tang zai yao yi li ,na ge su liao dai gua zai liang ge er duo shang ,zhua yi ba gua zi ,yi bian qing yao yao yi ,yi bian ke gua zi ,gua zi ke jiu zhi jie tu zai xiong qian de su liao dai li 。er ci shi de wo zong shi kao zai a niang de shen bian ,yi bian chi zhao ling shi ,yi bian ji ji cha cha wen a niang ge chong wen ti ,yi lao yi shao ,mu yu zai dong ri wen nuan de yang guang xia ,kan xi yang xi xia ,ren shi guang qiao qiao liu zou 。 |
妈妈似乎对阿娘有诸多的不满,尤其是阿娘将塑料袋挂在耳朵上吐瓜子壳,这在她的眼里是那么不登大雅之堂,她不允许我模仿阿娘的动作,也不允许我吃那么多零食。几年后我离开嘉定,随爸爸妈妈来到了市区的新家。渐渐地,我的生活被学习和课外班占据,只有逢年过节才有机会和阿娘在酒店相聚吃顿饭。嘉定老房子的记忆也越来越模糊,脑海里那糖醋小排和挂在耳朵上的塑料袋却还清晰地记着,更多关于阿娘的现况却只能从爸爸口中了解个大概:阿娘的身体不如从前了,爸爸找了个钟点工照顾她,阿娘每天傍晚都会在窗前看夕阳…… | ma ma shi hu dui a niang you zhu duo de bu man ,you ji shi a niang jiang su liao dai gua zai er duo shang tu gua zi ke ,zhe zai ta de yan li shi na me bu deng da ya zhi tang ,ta bu yun hu wo mo fang a niang de dong zuo ,ye bu yun hu wo chi na me duo ling shi 。ji nian hou wo li kai jia ding ,sui ba ba ma ma lai dao le shi ou de xin jia 。jian jian de ,wo de sheng huo bei xue xi he ke wai ban zhan ju ,zhi you feng nian guo jie cai you ji hui he a niang zai jiu dian xiang ju chi du fan 。jia ding lao fang zi de ji yi ye yue lai yue mo hu ,nao hai li na tang cu xiao pai he gua zai er duo shang de su liao dai que hai qing xi de ji zhao ,geng duo guan yu a niang de xian kuang que zhi neng cong ba ba kou zhong le jie ge da gai :a niang de shen ti bu ru cong qian le ,ba ba zhao le ge zhong dian gong zhao gu ta ,a niang mei tian bang wan dou hui zai chuang qian kan xi yang …… |
升入初中,学习越发紧张,可心中对阿娘的思念也越来越强烈。终于在某个午后,一个课外班被临时取消,我和爸爸开车去看阿娘。走进熟悉的老式公寓,穿过咯吱咯吱作响的旋转铁门,爸爸用钥匙打开房门,屋内静悄悄的,有着熟悉的樟脑丸的味道,钟点工在厨房忙碌着。我下意识地朝窗口看去,果然阿娘正坐在那张摇椅上看着窗外,她瘦小的身体一动不动,就那样静静地坐着。夕阳给这幅静态的人像镀上了一层金边,唯一在动的就是她那被风轻轻吹起的银白头发,在背光的夕阳照耀下变得半透明了。眼前的景象就像是一幅优美的油画,阿娘身体的轮廓发出淡淡的光,酷似一尊神,我看着这夕阳下的背影,几乎入了迷。 | sheng ru chu zhong ,xue xi yue fa jin zhang ,ke xin zhong dui a niang de sai nian ye yue lai yue jiang lie 。zhong yu zai mou ge wu hou ,yi ge ke wai ban bei lin shi qu xiao ,wo he ba ba kai che qu kan a niang 。zou jin shou xi de lao shi gong yu ,chuan guo ge zhi ge zhi zuo xiang de xuan zhuai tie men ,ba ba yong yao chi da kai fang men ,wu nei jing qiao qiao de ,you zhao shou xi de zhang nao wan de wei dao ,zhong dian gong zai chu fang mang liu zhao 。wo xia yi shi de chao chuang kou kan qu ,guo ran a niang zheng zuo zai na zhang yao yi shang kan zhao chuang wai ,ta shou xiao de shen ti yi dong bu dong ,jiu na yang jing jing de zuo zhao 。xi yang gei zhe fu jing tai de ren xiang du shang le yi ceng jin bian ,wei yi zai dong de jiu shi ta na bei feng qing qing chui qi de yin bai tou fa ,zai bei guang de xi yang zhao yao xia bian de ban tou ming le 。yan qian de jing xiang jiu xiang shi yi fu you mei de you hua ,a niang shen ti de lun kuo fa chu dan dan de guang ,ku shi yi zun shen ,wo kan zhao zhe xi yang xia de bei ying ,ji hu ru le mi 。 |
不知过了多久,我走到阿娘身边,蹲下身握住阿娘的手,轻轻叫了声:“阿娘,悠悠来看您了!”阿娘收回她凝视远方的目光,转过头看着我,她那浑浊的双眼渐渐有了神采,笑意慢慢在她铺满皱褶的脸上浮现,她拉紧我的手:“悠悠来啦,阿娘好想你啊!”阿娘好像突然想起了什么,她使劲地从椅子里支起身体,说,“来,阿娘正好烧了糖醋排骨,悠悠快来吃。”我在餐桌边坐下,拿起筷子夹了块排骨,依旧是儿时的味道。一边的钟点工告诉我,阿娘虽然身体不太好,做不了其他的家务,但她每周都会亲自烧一次糖醋排骨,她说我最喜欢吃她烧的糖醋排骨,她怕自己长久不烧口味会变……泪水渐渐模糊了我的眼睛,我一块接一块地夹起排骨送进嘴里,努力控制不让眼泪流下来。 | bu zhi guo le duo jiu ,wo zou dao a niang shen bian ,cun xia shen wo zhu a niang de shou ,qing qing jiao le sheng :“a niang ,you you lai kan nin le !”a niang shou hui ta ning shi yuan fang de mu guang ,zhuai guo tou kan zhao wo ,ta na hun zhuo de shuang yan jian jian you le shen cai ,xiao yi man man zai ta pu man zhou zhe de lian shang fu xian ,ta la jin wo de shou :“you you lai la ,a niang hao xiang ni a !”a niang hao xiang tu ran xiang qi le shen me ,ta shi jin de cong yi zi li zhi qi shen ti ,shui ,“lai ,a niang zheng hao shao le tang cu pai gu ,you you kuai lai chi 。”wo zai can zhuo bian zuo xia ,na qi kuai zi ga le kuai pai gu ,yi jiu shi er shi de wei dao 。yi bian de zhong dian gong gao su wo ,a niang sui ran shen ti bu tai hao ,zuo bu le ji ta de jia wu ,dan ta mei zhou dou hui qin zi shao yi ci tang cu pai gu ,ta shui wo zui xi huan chi ta shao de tang cu pai gu ,ta pa zi ji chang jiu bu shao kou wei hui bian ……lei shui jian jian mo hu le wo de yan jing ,wo yi kuai jie yi kuai de ga qi pai gu song jin zui li ,nu li kong zhi bu rang yan lei liu xia lai 。 |
一盘排骨在我的扫荡下很快吃完,阿娘脸上的笑容更加灿烂。我扶起阿娘,搀着她来到窗前坐到摇椅里,我找来两只塑料袋,一个轻轻地挂在阿娘的耳朵上,一个挂在我的耳朵上,阿娘看着我会心一笑,我俩就这样互相依靠着嗑瓜子。不一会儿,阿娘停了下来,她定定地看着窗外,一轮通红的夕阳正染红了整个天空。我忍不住问:“阿娘,你为啥每天都看夕阳啊?”阿娘没有转头,轻轻地说:“你看,这夕阳多美啊!但是它却那么短暂,落山后,周围又会漆黑一片。”阿娘转过头,她的眼眶里竟然满是泪水,“就像阿娘,很快就会离开悠悠和你爸爸,去找阿爷去咯。到那时,悠悠会想阿娘吗?”我心中一惊,紧紧抓住阿娘的手:“不要不要,悠悠不让阿娘离开,我会抓紧你的!”阿娘没有说话,只是慈爱地摸了摸我的头。 | yi pan pai gu zai wo de sao dang xia hen kuai chi wan ,a niang lian shang de xiao rong geng jia can lan 。wo fu qi a niang ,chan zhao ta lai dao chuang qian zuo dao yao yi li ,wo zhao lai liang zhi su liao dai ,yi ge qing qing de gua zai a niang de er duo shang ,yi ge gua zai wo de er duo shang ,a niang kan zhao wo hui xin yi xiao ,wo lia jiu zhe yang hu xiang yi kao zhao ke gua zi 。bu yi hui er ,a niang ting le xia lai ,ta ding ding de kan zhao chuang wai ,yi lun tong gong de xi yang zheng ran gong le zheng ge tian kong 。wo ren bu zhu wen :“a niang ,ni wei sha mei tian dou kan xi yang a ?”a niang mei you zhuai tou ,qing qing de shui :“ni kan ,zhe xi yang duo mei a !dan shi ta que na me duan zan ,la shan hou ,zhou wei you hui qi hei yi pian 。”a niang zhuai guo tou ,ta de yan kuang li jing ran man shi lei shui ,“jiu xiang a niang ,hen kuai jiu hui li kai you you he ni ba ba ,qu zhao a ye qu ge 。dao na shi ,you you hui xiang a niang ma ?”wo xin zhong yi jing ,jin jin zhua zhu a niang de shou :“bu yao bu yao ,you you bu rang a niang li kai ,wo hui zhua jin ni de !”a niang mei you shui hua ,zhi shi ci ai de mo le mo wo de tou 。 |
回上海的路上,爸爸给我看他手机里的照片,那是我和阿娘一起看夕阳嗑瓜子时爸爸在背后拍的,照片中一半是被火烧云染红了的天空,一半是窗前一老一少两个瘦瘦的背影,在夕阳的沐浴下,不再孤单,不再落寞。此刻我模糊的双眼似乎看到了一朵名为“陪伴”的云,和阿娘的背影一样,散发着金色的光。 | hui shang hai de lu shang ,ba ba gei wo kan ta shou ji li de zhao pian ,na shi wo he a niang yi qi kan xi yang ke gua zi shi ba ba zai bei hou pai de ,zhao pian zhong yi ban shi bei huo shao yun ran gong le de tian kong ,yi ban shi chuang qian yi lao yi shao liang ge shou shou de bei ying ,zai xi yang de mu yu xia ,bu zai gu chan ,bu zai la mo 。ci ke wo mo hu de shuang yan shi hu kan dao le yi duo ming wei “pei ban ”de yun ,he a niang de bei ying yi yang ,san fa zhao jin se de guang 。 |
zai shang hai hua li ,“a niang ”shi nai nai de yi sai 。xiao shi hou ,wo he a niang sheng huo zai yi qi ,na shi jia ding lao cheng ou de yi dong lao shi gong yu ,fang jian li san fa zhao zhang nao wan de wei dao 。a niang ai ma “xue hua gao ”,dong tian ai yong “shang po zi ”。a niang de shou hen qiao ,li yu xing zhuang de gao 、tang cu xiao pai dou shi ta zui na shou de ,ye shi wo zui ai chi de 。a niang zi ji ye hen ai chi ,jia li yong yuan you chi bu wan de mi jian 、hua mei 。
wu hou ,yang guang sa xiang wu nei ,ban bian wu zi xiang shi pu shang le jin se de de tan ,a niang ba ta de yao yi ban dao chuang qian ,zai xiao zhuo zi shang bai shang ge shi ling shi ,ai pan de shen qu shu shu fu fu de tang zai yao yi li ,na ge su liao dai gua zai liang ge er duo shang ,zhua yi ba gua zi ,yi bian qing yao yao yi ,yi bian ke gua zi ,gua zi ke jiu zhi jie tu zai xiong qian de su liao dai li 。er ci shi de wo zong shi kao zai a niang de shen bian ,yi bian chi zhao ling shi ,yi bian ji ji cha cha wen a niang ge chong wen ti ,yi lao yi shao ,mu yu zai dong ri wen nuan de yang guang xia ,kan xi yang xi xia ,ren shi guang qiao qiao liu zou 。
ma ma shi hu dui a niang you zhu duo de bu man ,you ji shi a niang jiang su liao dai gua zai er duo shang tu gua zi ke ,zhe zai ta de yan li shi na me bu deng da ya zhi tang ,ta bu yun hu wo mo fang a niang de dong zuo ,ye bu yun hu wo chi na me duo ling shi 。ji nian hou wo li kai jia ding ,sui ba ba ma ma lai dao le shi ou de xin jia 。jian jian de ,wo de sheng huo bei xue xi he ke wai ban zhan ju ,zhi you feng nian guo jie cai you ji hui he a niang zai jiu dian xiang ju chi du fan 。jia ding lao fang zi de ji yi ye yue lai yue mo hu ,nao hai li na tang cu xiao pai he gua zai er duo shang de su liao dai que hai qing xi de ji zhao ,geng duo guan yu a niang de xian kuang que zhi neng cong ba ba kou zhong le jie ge da gai :a niang de shen ti bu ru cong qian le ,ba ba zhao le ge zhong dian gong zhao gu ta ,a niang mei tian bang wan dou hui zai chuang qian kan xi yang ……
sheng ru chu zhong ,xue xi yue fa jin zhang ,ke xin zhong dui a niang de sai nian ye yue lai yue jiang lie 。zhong yu zai mou ge wu hou ,yi ge ke wai ban bei lin shi qu xiao ,wo he ba ba kai che qu kan a niang 。zou jin shou xi de lao shi gong yu ,chuan guo ge zhi ge zhi zuo xiang de xuan zhuai tie men ,ba ba yong yao chi da kai fang men ,wu nei jing qiao qiao de ,you zhao shou xi de zhang nao wan de wei dao ,zhong dian gong zai chu fang mang liu zhao 。wo xia yi shi de chao chuang kou kan qu ,guo ran a niang zheng zuo zai na zhang yao yi shang kan zhao chuang wai ,ta shou xiao de shen ti yi dong bu dong ,jiu na yang jing jing de zuo zhao 。xi yang gei zhe fu jing tai de ren xiang du shang le yi ceng jin bian ,wei yi zai dong de jiu shi ta na bei feng qing qing chui qi de yin bai tou fa ,zai bei guang de xi yang zhao yao xia bian de ban tou ming le 。yan qian de jing xiang jiu xiang shi yi fu you mei de you hua ,a niang shen ti de lun kuo fa chu dan dan de guang ,ku shi yi zun shen ,wo kan zhao zhe xi yang xia de bei ying ,ji hu ru le mi 。
bu zhi guo le duo jiu ,wo zou dao a niang shen bian ,cun xia shen wo zhu a niang de shou ,qing qing jiao le sheng :“a niang ,you you lai kan nin le !”a niang shou hui ta ning shi yuan fang de mu guang ,zhuai guo tou kan zhao wo ,ta na hun zhuo de shuang yan jian jian you le shen cai ,xiao yi man man zai ta pu man zhou zhe de lian shang fu xian ,ta la jin wo de shou :“you you lai la ,a niang hao xiang ni a !”a niang hao xiang tu ran xiang qi le shen me ,ta shi jin de cong yi zi li zhi qi shen ti ,shui ,“lai ,a niang zheng hao shao le tang cu pai gu ,you you kuai lai chi 。”wo zai can zhuo bian zuo xia ,na qi kuai zi ga le kuai pai gu ,yi jiu shi er shi de wei dao 。yi bian de zhong dian gong gao su wo ,a niang sui ran shen ti bu tai hao ,zuo bu le ji ta de jia wu ,dan ta mei zhou dou hui qin zi shao yi ci tang cu pai gu ,ta shui wo zui xi huan chi ta shao de tang cu pai gu ,ta pa zi ji chang jiu bu shao kou wei hui bian ……lei shui jian jian mo hu le wo de yan jing ,wo yi kuai jie yi kuai de ga qi pai gu song jin zui li ,nu li kong zhi bu rang yan lei liu xia lai 。
yi pan pai gu zai wo de sao dang xia hen kuai chi wan ,a niang lian shang de xiao rong geng jia can lan 。wo fu qi a niang ,chan zhao ta lai dao chuang qian zuo dao yao yi li ,wo zhao lai liang zhi su liao dai ,yi ge qing qing de gua zai a niang de er duo shang ,yi ge gua zai wo de er duo shang ,a niang kan zhao wo hui xin yi xiao ,wo lia jiu zhe yang hu xiang yi kao zhao ke gua zi 。bu yi hui er ,a niang ting le xia lai ,ta ding ding de kan zhao chuang wai ,yi lun tong gong de xi yang zheng ran gong le zheng ge tian kong 。wo ren bu zhu wen :“a niang ,ni wei sha mei tian dou kan xi yang a ?”a niang mei you zhuai tou ,qing qing de shui :“ni kan ,zhe xi yang duo mei a !dan shi ta que na me duan zan ,la shan hou ,zhou wei you hui qi hei yi pian 。”a niang zhuai guo tou ,ta de yan kuang li jing ran man shi lei shui ,“jiu xiang a niang ,hen kuai jiu hui li kai you you he ni ba ba ,qu zhao a ye qu ge 。dao na shi ,you you hui xiang a niang ma ?”wo xin zhong yi jing ,jin jin zhua zhu a niang de shou :“bu yao bu yao ,you you bu rang a niang li kai ,wo hui zhua jin ni de !”a niang mei you shui hua ,zhi shi ci ai de mo le mo wo de tou 。
hui shang hai de lu shang ,ba ba gei wo kan ta shou ji li de zhao pian ,na shi wo he a niang yi qi kan xi yang ke gua zi shi ba ba zai bei hou pai de ,zhao pian zhong yi ban shi bei huo shao yun ran gong le de tian kong ,yi ban shi chuang qian yi lao yi shao liang ge shou shou de bei ying ,zai xi yang de mu yu xia ,bu zai gu chan ,bu zai la mo 。ci ke wo mo hu de shuang yan shi hu kan dao le yi duo ming wei “pei ban ”de yun ,he a niang de bei ying yi yang ,san fa zhao jin se de guang 。
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